I’ve felt crappy and down all day.

I’m going to bed with a hot water bottle and moar painkillers. Would have a hot bubble bath but the lightbulb has gone in the bathroom. Hopefully I won’t spend the whole of tomorrow trying to sleep like I did today.

I just want to be told I’m all better and go back to uni and get on with my life. I know that I’m so lucky to still have the avenue of “all better” open to me at some point in the future. But I’m still kinda scared that next Thursday that is not what I am going to hear.